Monday, April 12, 2010
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Lately,
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Lately I've been doing a lot of reviewing on my life and my future, especially after this horrendously long vacation that I'm having, school's about to start, and thus, my social life shall end nevertheless.
So the question on everyone's mind should be, what the shit have you been doing lately?
Well I've been out very late and coming home close to 6 am every night. As much as I love this part of the holidays, I hate it just as much, cause it has to stop and it's fucking my body clock up badly. I guess I've been watching a lot of dramas especially Sex and the City. Okay I do sound gay, but it's one hell of an awesome show, I have no idea why didn't I appreciate it before?
Well one thing's for sure if it ain't for this show, I wouldn't have spent many countless nights reviewing my life and all the mistakes I have committed in the past. And recently I got to know this wonderful lass, I won't reveal her name for the time being but, it's those kind of girls that would appear in your life once in a while and getting you all interested in her after you have just sort of gave up the hope of ever meeting the right one. But unfortunately for me? I doubt she is as interested in me as I am in her, well what can I say? It happens all the time, sometimes I just wish that I do not need to go to national service so I can fly to new york and study and move there for good, instead of staying in this shithole called Singapore.
One last thing, I have just came across this wonderful quote by one of my all-time favourite actors, Antonio Banderas, and it goes like this: "I don't want anything I don't deserve, but if they offer me more money, I'm not stupid." When I read this quote I sort of felt enlightened that my life was never that bad at all, in fact I could be more than what I am now, but I didn't choose to be aggressive. Well I guess I'm gonna sign off and start staring at these walls again since I have to set everything right just before a new semester starts.
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